Friday, February 27, 2009

Pick-a-boo?



It should be '' Peek-a-boo '', but I've change it to " Pick-a-boo " :P Well, let's pick a boo ( bf ) guys! :) Haha. I woke up early today, even though I'm off -.-' Maybe because I already get used to it, maybe. Yesterday I slept early. Seriously weh! And I've dream something. It's weird, I don't know which guy yang pop out in my head. But that guy I never know. In my dream, he ask for my number at my friend and get to know me. Weird gile. And from there kot ter'click'? Heh.






Can't wait to get my salary soon, yeayyy! MUST BUY NEW CLOTHES! :D Hehe. Later I'll be going to Genting dah. In a few hours from now. Waiting for that guy to text me. Hurm, okay la, I'm out. Don't feel good. I kept on coughing and my head is spinning. Maybe because of the weather. Always raining, right? Hm :) And yeah, suddenly I remembered something. You know, the last time I went to Malacca to meet him, I get sick. But he act normal. Usually he will get worried and take a good, a really really good care of me. But that moment, he act normal. I talked to myself " Hm, dia ni tak risau. Suruh aku balik ade la ". Because normally, he wont let me go home alone if I'm SICK. I can't walk you know? Perut aku macam ada pisau siat². Aku cuti sampai isnin, selalu dia nak aku balik last day tu jugak, tapi ni dia dok pakse² balik hari ahad petang tu jugak. His reason is " I need to study tonight". Okay, fine. I obeyed. But then tengok² malam tu dia gayut habis dengan minah tu. Aku msg sikit pun tak reply kan. Yeah, that moment aku dah sedar, tapi aku cakap kat diri aku " Relax, dia kawan je. He wants you, not that girl! ". But then I was wrong. Sumpah gile salah lah aku punye fikiran. Pity me. Huhu. Damn.





Sigh, why should I think back those painful moments? Hehe. I should open my eyes bigger than its already are. Pity you, pity pity pity. Lets move on!







- Nobody
I'm starting to move on now. Don't blame me if my heart is already close for him even so I still believe that he's the one. Maybe I should start to believe that he's not the one for me. I should force myself to believe on that. He's someone else 'the one' and I'm not the one for him anymore. So I should just move on. .






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