Hurts.

Suddenly that feelings strikes into my heart. HURT! Thats all I could feel for now. I picture him holding her hands, holding her face, holding her body. Damn, it hurts. He told me once, he hold her hands while they were out together. And to make it more worst, they went out almost everyday before he met me in KL. Ouch. Stupid me, stupid for still believing he's the one. No no, he's not the one anymore. Not for me. He's someone else's 'the one'. Not for me anymore. Sigh, that's all I could do. Sighed.




Have you heard ' My life would sucks without you ' by Kelly Clarkson? I told him I dedicate that song to him, but then I realized the song doesn't really suits him. Haha. In that song, they had a fight, broke up, and the guy realized that he can't live without the girl, and he came back to that girl and saying sorry and all. Sigh. I shouldn't dedicate that song to him. Salah tu joooooo, salaaahhhh! Haha :P Stupid me, foolish me, Idiot me.





Sometimes I feel weak, sometimes I feel strong. The feelings of missing him sometimes is fading away. Sometimes it came without I'm noticing it. What lah? I think everything sume skang ni suke kot tengok aku merana. Siolan sungguh. Heh.






So there she was, a happy girl, once, is breaking apart. Been left by the guy that she once love with all her heart. Still, I think. She must face this alone. She needs to stay strong and not to fall apart. She hold her heart that is never beating slow since the day he left her. She put his pillow somewhere she could not find. She loved him once, and he decided to leave. She gave what he wants and wishing him a happy life . .







- Nobody
I should've pity to myself now.