I'm watching Titanic today, the feelings of watching it alone, makes me feel sad. Jack, is Rose's true love. Which make me and Rose are same. I used to believe that you're my true love, boy. Well, I still believe that you're my true love. Even though you left me and go to other girl. That part, I'm different from Rose. What makes me and Rose are same, is because we both lost our true love. In a different ways, I mean. Sitting there alone watching this sad movie, makes me cry inside. I want to cry actually, but then I can't, cause I will feel weak if I cry. But to be frank, my eyes are watery. I watched Jack, being too concern towards Rose, makes me feel lonely. I really miss you, boy. I do. I honestly missing having you by my side. I miss you, I miss you so so much.
Sigh. Guess what? I'm crying. Haha. I know I'm stupid for crying, but then I can't hold my tears anymore. I can see the love in Jack's eyes for Rose, which I don't see anymore in your eyes, for me. Everyone is crying in the movie, they are letting their loved ones go. But you, you let me go without any tears in your eyes. Instead, you feel happy. That hurts. Really really hurt.
" .. You jump, I jump ". This words are very sweet :') I feel sad when Rose jump back into the ship, because she can't bare the feelings of facing the truth that she's letting Jack go. Right after she jumped back into the ship, I can feel LOVE. The love that I've been missing for this past 4weeks. Well actually, its been almost 2 months that I haven't feel the love from him. How I missed having him in my life. How I missed. I'm crying. Haha. Bloody hell. I hate tears. Shit. Haha.
Boy, what did I do that makes you changed so drastically? What did I do that make you choose her instead of me? Where did I went wrong? Where? Tell me, I feel weak. I miss you, I swear I do. Ten man standing in front of me, waiting for me to choose one. None of them that really can own my heart, like you did, boy. They can't replaced you, ever. Do you still remember in the movie, there's an old woman and old guy, hugging in bed, waiting to die together? That part really touched me. Their love is very strong for each other. Like we both, a year ago. But the love is fading away. One thing for sure, its not on my side, its on your side. Your love for me is fading away. .
I miss you so much. I miss everything about you. .
- Nobody
People who is reading this entry, appreciate your loved ones. Don't be too sure that they won't leave you. Hold them tight, because they might be running away and leave you all alone, facing the cruelty of this world.
... Like what he did to me.
; Woman's heart is like the deepest part in ocean that is fulls with secrets.
- Even so you see me smiling and laughing, that don't mean that I'm actually really happy.
Sigh. Guess what? I'm crying. Haha. I know I'm stupid for crying, but then I can't hold my tears anymore. I can see the love in Jack's eyes for Rose, which I don't see anymore in your eyes, for me. Everyone is crying in the movie, they are letting their loved ones go. But you, you let me go without any tears in your eyes. Instead, you feel happy. That hurts. Really really hurt.
" .. You jump, I jump ". This words are very sweet :') I feel sad when Rose jump back into the ship, because she can't bare the feelings of facing the truth that she's letting Jack go. Right after she jumped back into the ship, I can feel LOVE. The love that I've been missing for this past 4weeks. Well actually, its been almost 2 months that I haven't feel the love from him. How I missed having him in my life. How I missed. I'm crying. Haha. Bloody hell. I hate tears. Shit. Haha.
Boy, what did I do that makes you changed so drastically? What did I do that make you choose her instead of me? Where did I went wrong? Where? Tell me, I feel weak. I miss you, I swear I do. Ten man standing in front of me, waiting for me to choose one. None of them that really can own my heart, like you did, boy. They can't replaced you, ever. Do you still remember in the movie, there's an old woman and old guy, hugging in bed, waiting to die together? That part really touched me. Their love is very strong for each other. Like we both, a year ago. But the love is fading away. One thing for sure, its not on my side, its on your side. Your love for me is fading away. .
I miss you so much. I miss everything about you. .
. . . And again, from the deepest part in my heart, I love you.
- Nobody
People who is reading this entry, appreciate your loved ones. Don't be too sure that they won't leave you. Hold them tight, because they might be running away and leave you all alone, facing the cruelty of this world.
... Like what he did to me.
*Even though if one day, I already move one, but there's one thing for sure, you're the best thing that I ever had.
; Woman's heart is like the deepest part in ocean that is fulls with secrets.
- Even so you see me smiling and laughing, that don't mean that I'm actually really happy.
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