I was wrong for fallin' in love.

" .. I lapar ". I look up, and there he was, Wafi, standing next to me. I was talking to a customer just now, and all I could do is smile. And then he repeated it again " .. I lapar la, lapar lapar lapar ". And I pressed the mute button and I replied " Pi makan la fi. " I love to call him FI instead of WAFI. Lol. And he smiled and say " Nanti la, nak chocolate lah youuuuu". Then he left. Fyi, today is the first day he talked to me using I and YOU. Before this KAU and AKU. Haha. People said he likes me. Well I don't give a damn, what I know is, I like him as a friends. He's cool by the way.




There's one customer, saying that I'm good. I feel glad, happy and lucky. And when I went for lunch, there's a few guys trying to talk to me. I mean, nak kenal la kan. Cakap botol air aku comel la itu la. Luckily meja aku time tu penuh, so takde la space dorang nak duduk. Ho ho ho. And when I went up, there was Adam, he looked at me, and I smiled. Geez, people told me that he likes me too. What the heck with this people nowadays?





The savy guy called, asking me whether I'm free this weekends or not, and I said no since I'm going somewhere with my friends. I can't wait. Finally, after almost a month hiding myself in my house, I'm out to roll and be happy :') So he said its okay, he'll wait for my FREE time. Lol. Funnnnaaayyyyy. Thanks 'savy guy' :) The blue savy guy. Hehe. Yay, I'll be out from KL this friday, and will be back on em em, IDK :) Hehe. But sunday I have to work, hu hu hu :(






" ... I nak chocolate " again, Fi came to me. So I looked to him and said " Okay fi, esok esok " Haha. He smiled. Well, at least there's someone who can make me smile, like him, he have her, in his life. To make him happy, to make him smile, to make him laugh and everything. Well, I'm happy for him, again. Sometimes I realize that I can live w/o him, and sometimes I don't. Sometimes I miss him so much, and sometimes I don't. Sometimes I feel a bit angry because he did me wrong, well sometimes I don't. Sigh, I'm tired actually. I hope me and him can be friends. Well at least if he's back, we can go hang out, even as a friend :) It's not wrong right? But geez, I know it wont happen ^^. Stupidos! Hahaha. Well, I just realize, that I was wrong for falling in love . . Huhu, gtg, I'm going out :) He'll probably almost reach my house now. Bye. Aww its been a long time since I used 'bye' word! I think I should get used to it now since I have to use it everyday :)





- Nobody
I don't know my real intention of writing this entry. But I know that I want people to know that I was wrong for fallin' in love . . I was really really really wrong . . I shouldn't love anyone anymore. Not now and then. Well, maybe I will, someday. But for now, my heart is already closed . . Hurt hurt hurt :) .