One more try.

I raised my hands up, there he was. Walking straight to me. His name is Wafi. He's 20 too, same like me. He was looking straight to my eyes. I told him about the customers problem. And all he can say is " Ye sayang, ye betul tu sayang. Okay sayang " Heh. Gilo mamat tu :) But yeah, he's nice. Once, he came to me, next to me. And he took his handphone out, and looked at me. And I said " Ye? ". And he put down his handphone back and said " Aaaa tade pape la. Hehe " and went away. And I saw this one girl laughing at him. And yes, Haniff was too. And he ask Wafi " Dapat? " I don't know what they are trying to do. Aha I don't give a damn :)



I watched Edward the scissors hands just now. I could feel the loneliness that he felt. Ahh maybe because I was too emo. Maybe. I can't wait to go to Malacca. Seriously! Heh. Nah, I'm not going there to meet him. Didn't plan to. I'm planning to go there to meet my friends. My superlove girlfriendssssss. Hee :)



Tonight I'll be sleeping in my sister's room because my atok sleeps in my room. I'm starting to miss my room dah. Hahaha. I missed Bangsar's lamb chop :( Suddenly I feel hungry. Hehe. You know what I miss the most? Eating burger at our fav park. Hehe. The feeling was superb. Non stop talking to each other. So much memories. Fightings, cries, happy moments, everything. Lol.



I drove to our fav park just now. The feelings to be there was a bit different. The place that we used to hang out together, now I'm sitting there alone. Watching stars up there. Cold. And again, alone. Alone. Sigh. I took my car keys, and drove out. I went to his old house. I still remembered, that night, we went out from 1am - 4/5+ am. Watching movies in Pavilion. He was tired, so I took his place to drive. He was sleeping when we went home. He looks cute :) I sent him home and I went home. Even though I was tired that night, but I slept with a smile on my face. I'm glad that I had him once even though I lose to a young girl. A fresh young girl. Heh.



I couldn't sleep even though I'm kinda sleepy now. My head force me to update this dead blog or else, I can't sleep. I miss coconut shake so much. I miss eating that delicious nasi lemak with him next to me. I miss eating that yummy laksa with him next to me. I miss hanging out at the choice shop while eating my fav burger with him, again, next to me. We was laughing the whole night. The feelings, cannot be replaced with anything else. I miss Jetty so much. But I know, those place that used to be OUR place, is already replaced by her. I know they probably went the same place like we did, before this. I know, sigh.



I look outside, lonely. I can feel the coldness of the wind. I feel cold, but I know there's no one out there would hug me and make me feel warm. And now I'm listening to KARMA by Alicia keys. I wish I was prettier, I wish I was skinnier. Haha. So that when he left me, there will be someone out there waiting for me. Hehe. What a silly wishes :))




Well I hope he's doing okay now. It's 150am, and it's saturday night. Most probably he's in front of his college, watching cars racing. Haha. I used to joined him and his friends. The feelings, sumpah dow. Macam family da. Wahhaha ;PPP Well now no more. I shouldn't talk about him anymore. Hmph. Enough, enough. Haih.




Jason mraz is coming. I wanna go!! You know, I already planned to buy 2 tickets, I'm planning to go to his concert with him. And I already planned to buy MU ticket for our 4th anniversary since he's a MU fans and they are coming this July. Hehe. But too bad, too bad. Okay, enough darling. I talk toooooooo much don't I?





I'll continue later. Goodbye.
- I already un-private my old blog. Well, just for the sake to tell people that I'm away. And it hurts to see my previous entry about US. Ahh how I missed.






-Nobody.
No more words. Hurts, only hurts.