Y o u,

You. .
You don't know how I miss you everyday.
You don't know how much tears that I shed for you since you left.
You don't know how weak I am without you by my side.
You don't know how jealous I am, seeing couples walking around holding hands.





Those days, where you hold my hands tight, walking together everywhere, you whispered in my ears that you love me. You asked me to look into your eyes cause you told me that eyes never lie. You hug me in the cinema when I feel cold, you hug me in your car when you wanna show how much you love me. You kiss my cheek when I'm feeling down, you kiss my cheek when you make me angry, you kiss my cheek .. when you feel like kissing me.





Yes, I admit, I was wrong for still hoping that you would come back. I was wrong for loving you with all my heart. I was wrong for trusting you, needing you, missing you and loving you. I was wrong. You broke my heart when you choose her instead of me, you broke my heart when you yelled and back her up instead of being on my side, you broke my heart when you said you don't love me, you broke my heart when you decided to leave . .





I'll move on if that's what you want. Even though deep inside I know I wont be able to meet someone else like you. But then, I hope I will find much better than you, boy. Because you already met someone else which you still don't know whether she's better or worst than me. I know I'm not a good gf last time, but at least, I never cheated on you. 4 years, I never ever think of leaving you for someone else. Never ever think of cheating on you, not once, not twice, never. But then, it was you who cheated on me, it was you darling. You. The one who I trusted the most.





You ..
You used to tell me how much you love me, everyday.
You used to tell me how you miss seeing my face.
You used to tell me how much you need me in your life.



But now, you don't even bother to tell me how much you love me.
You don't even care to miss me.
You don't even think of needing me in your life, anymore.





Who thought, a guy, once loved his girl so much, can suddenly changed when she came in his life?
Who thought, a guy, once cared about his girl, don't even bother now to feel her pain that he caused her for?
Who thought, a guy, once prayed to God that he wants this girl in his life forever, don't ever think of this girl anymore after what she have done and sacrificed for him?





Why people changed? Why? Oh boy, you don't know how broken my heart is. But still, I love you so much like you never did anything wrong to me. I still love you with all my heart, like before. But it's different now. I don't have the opportunity to tell you everyday that I love you, instead, I have to keep it alone, in my heart.





In the deepest part of my heart ..







Boy, I'll go, yes I'll go. After this you won't hear anything or know anything about me. I'll disappear, like you want me to do when you yelled asking me to leave you and her, happily ever after. Well, I will pray that for you. Yeah, " .. If you love someone, set them free ". I will set you free darling, because thats what you want, thats what you asked for, and thats because I love you.

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Goodbye b :')
Happy anniversary, again ( for every 25th ), forever and ever.
Even we are falling apart now.








Take care. .

-Nobody
See how much I love you? I bet she don't love you, like I loved you. But it's too late now dear, cause you're blinded by her.